Posted by Alexis at 11:18 AM, March 23, 2004
more fuzziness
I wonder if I will ever get over the fuzzy feeling..
Yesterday was the vomiting feeling.. nothing I ate stayed inside.. so sad when that happens cos I get all tired and have hardly any energy... lack of food and all.. phil dorve me in today again.. yesterday I stayed in bed... its really hard to concentrate on things.. i am eating ginger nut biscuits and having drinks of water.. which is all warm cos it hasn't been in the fridge long enough.. eewww.. warm water is somthing that makes me feel ill.. I was having a chat with some of the guys about how I have been gong and what has been happening.. amazing.. jeff seemed to think that I would have been laid up for longer.. and was talking about dizziness and light headedness and how there is a saying something like "when i was young i used to take drugs, now I just have to stand up quickly" .. its a bit like that..
the second tri mester starts this week.. so i should start to improve more.. hope so.. i am getting very annoyed and cranky.. Margy and Kate came by on the weekend and I asked if they would still be my friend when i have a baby.. they seemed to think so..its all just so depressing.. sick and tired and cranky and achey and annoyed that I can't do any thing and wanting to get up and go run and laugh and play in the sunshine, by the time I get better there won't be any sunshine left.. winter will have arrived.. i haven't been very happy for the last month or so.. frosty fruits can only make you happy for a moment. it dosen't last.