in bed typing pt girl ress

phils laptop is kind of annoying,, cis all the buttons are in the wrong place and i accidently press the touch pad thingy and start typing in the wrong box,, still feel really sick.. been toa new doctor today,, seems better.. getting blood tests and an ultra sound tomorrow and got more pills and need to take less of soem other pill s and well feeling happier about it all... phil has just gone to rehersals,, he is such a good boy.. what a lucky girl i am... he has been looking after me so well.. anyway this is all i am writing... good night to you all... i have only thrown up once today... hoorah for me,,

third time is the trick

I am going home soon.. bye bye..

more thowing up..

i am becoming really good friends with the toilet.. oohh.. not so good friends.. i think i might have to go home soon.. i have lots of things to do but.. oohh dear.. will have to talk to the boss man.. also hte guys at work asked today if I was pregnant.. so they worked it out.. not really worried.. at least they will stop asking if its contagious.. eeww.. can smell fish..

hot today

I am wearing a track suit, big wooly socks, a singlet, with a long sleeved t shirt and a big jumper.. hhmm should find out about weather beofre getting dresssed.. it is supposed to be 27 degrees today.. bummer

threw up at work.

Delightful.. i was feeling okay.. in fact not too bad.. get up get dressed (I have started showering in the evenings.. cos then I can collapse into bed) got snacks, drove to station, found the absolute last car park.. nearly squished a tree.. car is leaning on an angle.. got on train..f elt sick.. oohh.. stayed on train came all the way to work.. sat down, went to toilet and threw up .. bummer.. i think i need to go and sit in the park and have a nice nap.. oohh and amanda had her baby.. a girl named Jamie Louise.. my middle name is Louise.. I wonder if she knew.. I hope she is okay.. would have heard otherwise i guess.

meeting

got a meeting at 2 pm.. oohh golly.. i might need to go home before that.. I have been eating and drinking and still feeling yucky.. oohh dear... what a whiner I am.. i was watching some movie on the weekend about kids and it was hugh grant.. anyway his women gets pregnant and she says somethign along the following lines "you know these past 3 months shave been really tought, but now the nausea has stopped and I'm not so tired and I feel really good".. well.. they totally skipped that bit in the movie.. she went from feeling oohh my I think i'm pregnant to Ohh golly isin't it wonderful I feel fabulous.. i realise that it is just a movie and you can't fit everythign in but they didn't show any of the gross horrible nasty feelings.. how rude.

tired

I am so so so so ssooooo tired.. all the time.. all I want to do is stay in bed.. it is getting rather annoying.. I can't concentrate and can't be bothered to concentrate.. I should be in bed where it is nice and warm and soft (and sometime crunchy cos I have been eating toast and biscuits in bed) and makes me feel all lovely..

on friday i cam eot work felt really sick.. in fact was feeling really sick the whole time getting to work.. so anyway there was lots of dry retching.. and feeling woozy.. so my lovely husband came and picked me up and I think I cried for like half the car ride home.. for no reason.. just cos i felt awful and everythign was horrible.. but I got home crawled into bed and was happy again... ahaha.. so nice and cosy .. and soft and warm and quiet and I could have as many naps as i liked.. thats what I need to do now..

work again

well back to work.. bleurgh!

but i am hear and am perhaps even capable of doing work.. still not sure as yet.. ed is back from the cruise trip away .. so i have a friend.. there is lots of work.. ohh dear...

thanks

but i still feel horrible.. horrible.. evil nasty horrible..

been sick! blah!

oohh I have been a sick girl.. and according to Sabine need to perk up.. or somthign like that.. I think the word pathetic was used.. but oohh I do feel sick.. and it is really hard to eat.. I can't put much inside of me.. today I ate 2 cheese sandiches on white bread.. no crusts of course.. that is too crunchy.. i ate an apple yesterday .. and I also had a calipo today.. it was nice.. but still took 20 misn to eat.. just as well it comes in that little tube so it didn't melt all over me..

hehe.. i went to get a drink form the fridge this morning and noticed that there was a tub of sorbet there.. i thought oohh yummy.. then i thought.. oohh dear that needs to be in the freezer.. I think Phil was very tired last night.. we had red rooster for dinner.. so yummy.. not so nutritious.. oohh well..

still hot.

and musty and murky and stagnant and still.. hhmm i should start my own thesauraus.. hhmm i dont think I can... I don't even know how to spell it...

but I would have incleded smoft - smooth and soft..

i like things that are smoft.. mmmmm smoftly smoftness

hot hot hot

it is hot in our building..

all today we have had broken lights.. I am near a nice big window so its not too bad.. but there is one guy that is in an office in the middle and he has no lights in there.. so annoying.. also its HOT! the ar conditioning is broken... so its just getting hotter and stuffier.. so now it feels all thick and gross.. eww... i need fresh air..

I feel sick!

oooh.. nausea.. oohh.. i am starting to get cranky.. i am having troubles eating .. I can't eat some things and then I can only eat little bits at a time.. and so I am getting hungry all the time.. and then feeling more ill.. oohh dear.. i hope it goes away soon..

presently I am eating rice bubbles.. I ate a piece of cheese in the car.. took me 20 mins .. i also had a bite of vegemite bicuuit.. then when i got to work I ordered toast.. only had a bite of that too.. oohh but i had apple blackcurant juice.. yummy.. got plently of water..